Just Reflecting......

Have you ever taken a step back to reflect on your own life? Reflect on what you've done, where you've been, what you've been through, and all you have accomplished. Have you ever took that step back and realized life is flying by, and kinda wanted it to SLOW DOWN?

Thats exactly what I've done. Today, I was doing alot of thinking about my life. Thought about all that I wanted to achieve for this year. Well its just a little crazy because although I have accomplished alot this year, I did NOT do the two MAIN things that i wanted to do.

1) TRAIN for the auditions for So You Think You Can Dance!

As you ALL should know, I am a dancer, and it is ONE of my BIGGEST dreams to be on SYTYCD. Watching it this season, seeing some familiar faces actually make the top 20 was unreal. There were a few dancers on this season who have been such an inspiration to me. I am POSITIVE that when they begin auditions again in January I will be READY to audition. I am not PROCRASTINATING the audition ANY MORE. This is what I meant by allowing time to go on, and not even realizing it. I am going to be 20 years old next year. Why do I keep pushing it back, Why do I keep allowing myself to believe that "next time" is the better time to audition. My insecurities are getting the best of me. WHAT i need to do is BELIEVE!

2) More and More time is passing me by and I am not GROWING in my faith. The second thing that i wanted to do this year was READ the bible all the way through. Honestly I didnt even come close. My religion is really important to me, and I have ALLOWED myself to fall off. I have had so many chances to pull back to the Lord, and ignored every one. I let my questioning mind, and wondering heart loose faith. I forgot the meaning of FAITH.

Those are the TWO main things I wanted to do this past year, and I didnt.

This coming year...I WILL do these TWO things. ITS NOT EVEN AN OPTION to me anymore.

I feel like this is maybe a post that i should have posted maybe New Years Eve.....But im giving myself a LIL HEAD START! lol

MAYBE WE ALL NEED A HEAD START! :)

Let me Introduce MYSELF!

I am a DANCER. One who appreciates the art as a whole. The opportunity to live through movement is unreal. God chose to give me this talent, I FEEL, so that I may share it with the world. I am not the best, I even say that I AM NOT GOOD,.....YET. I strive to get better, I strive to grow in my talent. There will never be a DAY in the life of dance that I will be able to say "There is nothing else to learn." There will always be more to learn, and something to improve on as a Dancer. The most important aspect of dance is DEVOTION and I AM devoted. I am devoted to showing the world my out of body experience. "To watch me dance is to Watch my spirit sore, to watch my heart speak, and to watch my MIND ESCAPE!" All I need is a dance floor, and you can watch my freedom; My Freedom to express my WHOLE SELF, the person who I AM.

"The next time you look into the mirror, just look at the way the ears rest next to the head; look at the way the hairline grows; think of all the little bones in your wrist. It is a miracle. And the dance is a celebration of that miracle." -Martha Graham

This is a VIDEO of Me Dancing @ the age of 15.

SORRY, the audio is messed up!

THE DANCE is what's important. :)

KING OF MUSIC

The amazing Michael Jackson past away yesterday at the age of 50! I was COMPLETELY SHOCKED when I found out by reading a post on facebook. I really didnt believe it, and thought it was just someone joking around, so the first thing I did was turn to CNN. As I watched in utter disbelief I couldn't help but think about all the amazing times I had with my friends and family listening to Michael's music or watching him on TV. When I was younger I danced to so many of his hits at my Aunt's dance studio in Los Angeles, California. I thought about my favorite songs by him: Butterflies, Rock with You, Billie Jean, You're not ALONE, Dirty Diana and BLACK & WHITE. I thought about some of his most memorable performances such as the BET awards where he performed with James Brown! He was such an influence to so many people including those who are close to me and of course MYSELF. I only want to leave you with these thoughts. How many times did you try to do tha MOON WALK like the one and only MICHAEL JACKSON? How many times did you blast Michael's music in your room? How many times did you sing his songs in the shower? How many times did you watch his JAW DROPPING performances? How many times did you read about him in magazines? How many times did you DREAM of meeting the KING??? I know I did all of these things HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS of times.

MICHAEL JACKSON (August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009)

You will truly be missed and ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED!

MICHAEL JACKSON TRIBUTE!!!