Have you ever taken a step back to reflect on your own life? Reflect on what you've done, where you've been, what you've been through, and all you have accomplished. Have you ever took that step back and realized life is flying by, and kinda wanted it to SLOW DOWN?
Thats exactly what I've done. Today, I was doing alot of thinking about my life. Thought about all that I wanted to achieve for this year. Well its just a little crazy because although I have accomplished alot this year, I did NOT do the two MAIN things that i wanted to do.
1) TRAIN for the auditions for So You Think You Can Dance!
As you ALL should know, I am a dancer, and it is ONE of my BIGGEST dreams to be on SYTYCD. Watching it this season, seeing some familiar faces actually make the top 20 was unreal. There were a few dancers on this season who have been such an inspiration to me. I am POSITIVE that when they begin auditions again in January I will be READY to audition. I am not PROCRASTINATING the audition ANY MORE. This is what I meant by allowing time to go on, and not even realizing it. I am going to be 20 years old next year. Why do I keep pushing it back, Why do I keep allowing myself to believe that "next time" is the better time to audition. My insecurities are getting the best of me. WHAT i need to do is BELIEVE!
2) More and More time is passing me by and I am not GROWING in my faith. The second thing that i wanted to do this year was READ the bible all the way through. Honestly I didnt even come close. My religion is really important to me, and I have ALLOWED myself to fall off. I have had so many chances to pull back to the Lord, and ignored every one. I let my questioning mind, and wondering heart loose faith. I forgot the meaning of FAITH.
Those are the TWO main things I wanted to do this past year, and I didnt.
This coming year...I WILL do these TWO things. ITS NOT EVEN AN OPTION to me anymore.
I feel like this is maybe a post that i should have posted maybe New Years Eve.....But im giving myself a LIL HEAD START! lol
MAYBE WE ALL NEED A HEAD START! :)
